Hmm..
It's been a week since ive totally lost my best friend. I dont think anyone would care - i dont think that person cares either. It's just another day. You are smiling, walking hand in hand and oblivious to shit. You'd never spare a thought. Am gonna clear my cupboards this weekend. So much to clean out, so much shit to discard of. I should have done this a long time ago i guess. I wonder why i delayed these actions. Thought about burning all the useless stuffs, but i dun wanna set anything bigger on fire, nor do i wanna burn another big hole in the ozone layer. Also thought about dumping the shits at your doorstep at midnight, but no way am i going near your crib or risk bumping into you. Decided to just do it the traditional heartland-ish way; dump my rubbish on the first floor rubbish bin. :D

Bye bye Tammy the turtle. I'm sorry i've gotta abandon you, but it's only for my own good. I'm sure some nice cute couple would give you a better home. Living in my overcrowded cupboard ain't comfy either i know so, stop frowning at me and pull your cheeks up! And i dont need my Zildjian trucker cap anymore since i hardly have any headgear on. (Although soon i know i'll hafta put on a helmet almost all the time!) I still needa keep my snare drum though. It stays with me! Hmph! Fuck off.

Cant wait to just embrace myself in the intangible touch of live music. Its been so long since ive been to a gig and my weekends are free, so why waste them right? It's great to do things by yourself. I wouldnt label myself a loner. I enjoy being alone. I dont have to listen to suggestions of whomever's with me. I just make my own decisions, and i am queen. Just like what Joel said, "i walk alone, i die alone". Well, i dont really wanna die alone coz that'll make me really pathetic though.

Joel Joel.. Thanks for wanting to drop by and see me, although i didnt see you.. But i really didnt see you! Wasnt pretending! I guess im not the only one with a shitty personal life huh? I wish you could share them with me so we'd be even. I really dont mind listening you know.. Suddenly i feel like having a cuppa with you. So stop being cold to me!! :P

I WILL get my class 2B licence in two mnths! Confidence is the key! :D Yayness!

Hmm..
It's been a week since ive totally lost my best friend. I dont think anyone would care - i dont think that person cares either. It's just another day. You are smiling, walking hand in hand and oblivious to shit. You'd never spare a thought. Am gonna clear my cupboards this weekend. So much to clean out, so much shit to discard of. I should have done this a long time ago i guess. I wonder why i delayed these actions. Thought about burning all the useless stuffs, but i dun wanna set anything bigger on fire, nor do i wanna burn another big hole in the ozone layer. Also thought about dumping the shits at your doorstep at midnight, but no way am i going near your crib or risk bumping into you. Decided to just do it the traditional heartland-ish way; dump my rubbish on the first floor rubbish bin. :D

Bye bye Tammy the turtle. I'm sorry i've gotta abandon you, but it's only for my own good. I'm sure some nice cute couple would give you a better home. Living in my overcrowded cupboard ain't comfy either i know so, stop frowning at me and pull your cheeks up! And i dont need my Zildjian trucker cap anymore since i hardly have any headgear on. (Although soon i know i'll hafta put on a helmet almost all the time!) I still needa keep my snare drum though. It stays with me! Hmph! Fuck off.

Cant wait to just embrace myself in the intangible touch of live music. Its been so long since ive been to a gig and my weekends are free, so why waste them right? It's great to do things by yourself. I wouldnt label myself a loner. I enjoy being alone. I dont have to listen to suggestions of whomever's with me. I just make my own decisions, and i am queen. Just like what Joel said, "i walk alone, i die alone". Well, i dont really wanna die alone coz that'll make me really pathetic though.

Joel Joel.. Thanks for wanting to drop by and see me, although i didnt see you.. But i really didnt see you! Wasnt pretending! I guess im not the only one with a shitty personal life huh? I wish you could share them with me so we'd be even. I really dont mind listening you know.. Suddenly i feel like having a cuppa with you. So stop being cold to me!! :P

I WILL get my class 2B licence in two mnths! Confidence is the key! :D Yayness!